i know this makes me sound old, but i really think that i am feeling… well, indifferent because of my age. not completely indifferent. not naturally either. but decisively, you know. it is a conscious choice that i am making and am trying very hard to stick to.
like many others, i love the gossip and all. the hotter, the juicier, lagi aku suka. but after dose after dose of goss, i find myself starting to feel nauseous about this whole thing. not to the point of being disgusted. but that threshold where what i would like to think where wisdom takes over and i really don’t care to know anymore. korang nak buat apa pun, korang buat lah. just jangan babitkan aku, jangan kacau aku, dan jangan menyusahkan aku sudah.
don’t misunderstand. things are not bitter. they are, as i said, inducively indifferent. you mind your own business and i will mind my own. that is both an understanding and a warning. we mind our own businesses.
because i think your kind of drama could be contagious. and again, experience tells me so. i have seen your kind. in fact, your kind is the very kind that i would keep my daughter far far away from.
but hey, if i am going to declare a judgement, i would say that i don’t have one. because i can’t say anything good about you. and i am careful in implying the negative to the likes of you. so we stay on our on turf. and that’s all there is to it.