if you asked me a month ago if i saw this coming, i’d tell you i did not. i had other things that are supposed to happen. different things. different kinds of changes. a completely different path, in almost every sense of the word. a different reason to wake up in the morning. different things to look forward to. different things to dream about.
then this happened. i don’t know how to describe it. an accident? maybe that’s as close as i’d be able to put it in words. it happened accidentally.
and things change.
for better or for worse.